Guilt

Actually since last week, I wanted to get this off my chest. I started talking to L like never before. Usually we dont really have long conversation, and the things we said were mostly reminders or doubts at work. Till that fateful day last week, I just felt that L has changed to slightly better, though he still hasnt stopped his "or else I (he) will get it.." , however, it wasnt as irritating as before. Rather, it was rather sad cos it shows how phobia-ic he is towards making mistakes. Gosh, I'm actually feeling quite upset cos, HE IS LEAVING US FOR GOOD. Yea, he resigned. For better prospect, better paying and regular working hours job. Sounds good yea? All the best then, L! Hope you'll survive. =x I'm supposed to be gloating over the news but I aint. I'm not that evil la, and WHY MUST HE LEAVE AFTER I THINK THAT HE IS ACTUALLY QUITE OK? Well, he must be suffering here. For sure, cos I can see it in his smiles. They are all fake. SIGH.



HELLO my life.